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Saturday, September 27 well goodnite.. since i have such an unbelievably boring life..jk.. im going to bed..good nite eighmi338 at 09/27/03 23:46 :: comments lol.. this episode of degrassi is funny.. its the one where ashley gets high and then she makes fun of friends and they all hate her.. lol.. ok well.. brb i gotta pee.. ok im back.. well.. i kinda kno how courtney feels.. cause i have a lot going on too.. school is interesante rite now .. i just noticed i put a lot of dots when i write.. oh well.. its a reflex. ok.. sorry.. i get sidetracked easy.. ugh.. ive never even talked to him yet he has made my life muy difficult.. olivia says everything is ok but then when i try and go for it or whatever she seems like shes pissed.. and she tells me not to listen to what everyone says and just do what i want and she is 100% ok with everything.. but then everyone tells me im SOO mean and that they cant believe i would do it.. and i like him i think everything is ok and it just feels like im getting ripped in half!! i have no clue whats going on.. i feel like im in a movie.. and now my mom is being weird and acting like im the worst kid in the world and that im just gonna go have wild drunk sex and what not and everyone thinks that its so wrong what im doing but guess what?!? i havent even talked to him yet!!!! aaah.. im so confused.. i really wish i had somewhere to be by myself.. well ok thats all i have for tonite.. aloha for now.. im gonna go..uhh.. eat or something.. love you! eighmi338 at 09/27/03 23:27 :: comments | |||