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Sunday, December 28 im in tampa rite now and my grandpa is yelling at me to get off the computer (geez.. its only 10:10.. what a fogie..).. oh well.. well i just wanted to say from the west coast! hehe... over here the beach is the gulf of mexico.. not the atlantic ocean.. and i forgot my bathing suit.. uck.. and they even have a heated pool.. oh well.. i can sit in here and uhh.. read or something.. ok well i gotta go.. good nite evryone!! leav me comments so i kno you miss me!! psh.. yeah rite.. ohkeigh.. (hehe) aloha. eighmi338 at 12/28/03 22:11 :: comments (8) Thursday, December 25 merry christmas y'all!! hehe i said that in the voice like they do on fox family.. or excuse me.. "abc family".. i would sit here and list the things i got.. but thats not what christmas is about.. hehe. well i will say i got a pa system.. but no mic.. my dad thought i already had one.. oh well.. i didnt really want one anymore.. since "the band" doesnt really play anymore.. i mean.. we practiced for courtneys thing.. but we never even played.. well sarah did.. but that doesnt count.. but sarah got a new black acoustic electric!! hehe!! you can plug it up to my huge ghetto pa system.. hehe.. and beck got a new bass pedal and hat trick! hehe hat tricks are cool!! well my dads sending me a mic as a early birthday present.. so.. ill use it as decoration hehe.. hey!! thatd be an awesome nightstand!! well friends.. its been fun.. but i gotta skadoo(sorry i have no clue how to spell it).. eighmi338 at 12/25/03 22:56 :: comments (1) Wednesday, December 24 geez.. motime is starting to bug me.. i just posted a big long uhh.. post.. and it dissapeared.. and then it doesnt let me post.. the loading thing like never goes away and i have to go through hell to be able to.. geez.. oh well im here now.. i just got back from jesss.. su familia was there.. well su extended familia.. su regular familia es siempre there. hehe spanish is fun.. especially when you barely kno any of it.. hehe well what i was saying was i just back from jesss and her aunt and people were there.. uck.. i have to oldpeopleville, fl. tomorrow.. oh well.. so i mite not post for a while cause there computer is really crappy.. so i kno your gonna miss me.. but itll all be ok.. ill be back on new years eve.,. were down to 68 degrees! at this rate we might have a white christmas! hehe.. well merry christmas everyone., or whatever you celebrate.. but here its christmas eve and im muy excitamundo!! (yes - i make some of my own poser spanish words).. hehe so good nite everyone!! get to bed cause santa doesnt come unless your sleeping!! wow im not gonna be able to fall asleep til like 4 and then ill wake up at like 5.. hehe.. i cant wait!! well its 10:30 now so that means time to go clean cause cleaning makes me tired.. and tiredness leads to me finally getting into bed and getting into bed leads to finally falling asleep at like 4.. so good nite mi amigos!! i love you!! eighmi338 at 12/24/03 22:33 :: comments (3) ok.,. im gonna go get an up-to-date christmas present count.. ok i have 8.. and one is the really really big one from my dad.. i wanna kno what it is!! and erin has 10..i wonder what im gonna get tonite.. hmm.. wow.. 80 degrees on christmas eve.. thats so upsetting.. geez.. my sister is gonna try and go shopping today.. at walmart! shes gonna get slaughtered!! oh well.. more presents for me!! lol.. that was mean..i take that back.. ok well merry christmas, happy hanukkah, and jolly kwanzaa! eighmi338 at 12/24/03 15:15 :: comments (2) good morning everyone! its christmas eve! geez.. it really doesnt feel like it.. i feel like its still months away.. oh well.. im not complaining.. wow the newest box from my dad is muy heavy.. the maintanence guys from the office had to bring it over.. hehe its in a 25" TV box.. i wonder whats in it?! its for me.. not erin.. hehe whitney i feel so sorry for you. how could parents not encourage the belief in santa?? are you not american and stupid?! geez.. that would suck.. what party poopers.. they robbed your whole family of their childhood.. thats a key part in the young years of your life.. i would hate it if my mom told me santa wasnt real.. i would run away or shoot her or something.. I LOVE CHRISTMAS!! well my "secret admirer" was just chris aka topher.. *sigh*.. oh well.. im over it.. well aloha de ahora. wow that prob made no sense whatsoever but you can figure it out.. eighmi338 at 12/24/03 13:17 :: comments (4) Tuesday, December 23 wow its finally letting me post.. ive been trying to sice like 2 but it just kept saying "loading".. anyways.. wow im full.. i just ate a thing of fries from mcdonalds, a mexican pizza and 2 soft taco supremes.. man i feel really fat.. well i think its gonna take a while til i get my new template up.. i uhh.. screwed it up big time.. im so mad cause it was so good.. oh well.. and finally.. i apoligize to anyone who ive ever yelled at or said anything mean to.. because its christmas and holiday time.. so im sorry!! i love you all.. well most of you.. hahaha.,. so MERRY CHRISTMAS! HAPPY HANNUKAH! AND JOLLY KWANZAA!! love aimee mrfixstuff05 [8:54 PM]: hey hottie how cute i have a secret admirer.. lol.. now the fact that i dont kno who it is is somewhat annoying., oh well.. the kkk took my baby away eighmi338 at 12/23/03 20:59 :: comments (4) wow kids.. i had a good nites sleep.. 10 whole hours.. anyways.. ugh.. i have to old people town (aka st. pete, fl.).. and were not even flying this time.. thats 5 hours (normally 3 and a half) in a car with my grandparents.. going to the freakin boringest town in america.. oh well.. theyre bringing us presents.. ugh.. i get like 10 text messages on my phone a day that say message cannot be displayed.. these better not be using up my text messages.. cause i only have 500 and i use all 500.. lol sad but true.. well im gonna go act like a normal person whose life doesnt revolve around the computer.. wait.. why would i do that??.. eighmi338 at 12/23/03 12:58 :: comments (8) Monday, December 22 yay! courtney just called from new orleans! well just got home from church.. there was hardly anyone there.. all we did was pack the backpacks for the homeless peeps and the people played the same songs that they always play.. oh well.. it was still somewhat fun. geez.. its only 10:14 and everyone in my house is asleep.. then again theres only 2 of them.. wow theres 19 people online rite now and only 2 without their away message on.. i really need to dye my hair.. i wanna do it before christmas cause that'll mean a bunch of pictures of me with my roots all grown out.. uck. so.. 3 days til christmas and they only ive bought for is jess.. hmm.. i should get a move on. wow im listening to cake rite now.. it really reminds me of 8th grade.. i really miss it. we were so stupid back then.. but i loved us. we such little posers.. im glad we've grown up (well some of us.. lol).. but i still miss it. we were so much more fun back then.. we did stuff like all the time.. now what do we do?? we sit in front the freakin computer all day. geez.. were such fogies.. oh well. eighmi338 at 12/22/03 22:24 :: comments (8) aww.. i just dled hanson - weird.. lol it brings back memoreies of me and madie dancing in my grandparents garage.. i suppose i should shower before church.. or should i go for the grungy look.. nah.. ill shower. are you fruitcakes going early to practice in the youth house?? what are you gonna practice?? well whateva whateva.. how come i get like 80 or so hits a day but like 2 comments?? is my life that incredibly boring that theres nothing to comment about?? geez.. eighmi338 at 12/22/03 15:51 :: comments (5) well im just sitting here in a wife beater and my ABERCROMBIE UNDERWEAR!! aww.. courtney come back!! i really miss her already oh well.. talking about it makes it worse.. ok well i cant babysit today.. so all i have is 10 bucks to buy for my mom and my sister.. so umm.. now i feel bad cause i spent like 15 on jess.. and now im spending 5 on each of my family members.. hmm.. oh well its the thought that counts.. well i kno i got the pink and lime green shoes.. and im so pissed cause now they have them at journeys.. but anyways.. i need a lime green shirt.. well im funna go work on my new template.. aloha. eighmi338 at 12/22/03 14:49 :: comments (1) ok so.. turns out whitney IMed him.. he does still like me.. but he never asked me out because we never hang out and we dont "share the same interests" now i have to givve him props for sounding smart.. but thats about it.. i cant stand him.. i asked him to come over but he said no.. so he cant complain not hanging out.. but HE DOES STILL LIKE ME! i cant handle this.. im just gonna go to bed and cry.. i dont kno why i just feel like crying.. well bye and good nite.. eighmi338 at 12/22/03 01:44 :: comments (1) why does he torture me like this?!? i decide im NOT gonna IM him when he got on.. and i actually follow through with it.. so guess what?! HE IMS ME!! so now im talking to him.. well he just said brb and signed off.. but still.. if he doesnt like me anymore.. which i doubt he does.. why is he doing this?? i cant take it.. im just gonna ask him when he comes back.. if he does.. (which he prob wont cause he does this alot and doesnt come back).. if he still likes me. yeah rite.. easier said than done.. hmm.. {deliberating}.. hey i dont have anything to lose.. even if he does come back to central its gonna be a long time.. its not like theres school tomorrow.. we have until january 6th. that should give him some thinking time. i really dont like this. ugh.. eighmi338 at 12/22/03 00:20 :: comments (1) Sunday, December 21 i stole this from jamie(hope she doesnt mind..).. but revised it myself.. 1. name: aimee eighmi338 at 12/21/03 21:36 :: comments (3) well finally im done doing all this crap that my mom is making me do and i just sit in here in peace listening the best christmas song ever (carol of the bells techno remix)(and yes jess - its cool.. dl it).. watching the best show in the world (degrassi!) and being in my favorite place in the world (sitting in front of the computer).. too bad i have so many other bad things going on rite now.. i feel really grody rite now.. i havent showered since thursday (yes jill.. 4 days.,. lol).. i havent gone this long since i went camping over the summer.. i just so blah like i dont feel like showering.. oh well.. ill shower tonite.. maybe i dont have a babysitting job tomorrow now cause the little girl got sick so her mom is staying home with her.. which this sucks cause now i only have 10 bucks to go christmas shopping with.. hmm.. christmas will be extra ghetto this year.. well i think ill go work on my new template.. aloha for now.. eighmi338 at 12/21/03 20:34 :: comments (2) ugh.. i dont like my mom.. she comes in my room and wakes me up at like 1ish and practically cusses me out for not being up and she tells me im wasting the day away.. one my best friends just fucking moved away to california!! cant she give me some time to grieve.. and now shes forcing me to go help her get the tree out of the garage.. ugh.. sometimes i wish i had a dad.. no i dont.. thats just one more parent to yell at me.. anyways.. i just got done reading some of the popular kids blogs. its really funny how dramatic there lives are. its weird though.. cause they actually act like the popular kids you see on tv. at my old school it wasnt like that. that was a very ghetto school.. number 2 in crime in the county.. and as some of you kno.. theres A LOT of schools in the county..lol.. but.. we didnt have preppy people.. we had ghetto kids and that was about it.. if you kno me you kno how i am and dress and stuff.. and we were considered the freaks.. so i dont kno if that tells you how ghetto it is and it was very rare for a white person to be popular.. but now white preppy kids are popular and there all potheads and whores.. from what i read in their blogs.. its funny.. oh my gosh i hate my mom.. i dont feel like explaining it.. actually i cant cuase shes making me go get the tree now.. but maybe later.. ugh.. eighmi338 at 12/21/03 16:00 :: comments (1) Saturday, December 20 ugh.. i feel so crappy rite now i just feel like going to sleep and not waking up for a long time.. the brightness of this template is really starting to bother me.. so i think im gonna get started on "aimee.. v. 6".. i kno i kinda change it a lot.. but i dont like this one anymore.. so.. we dont even have our tree up yet.. isnt that pathetic?? we were supposed to do it tonite but i told them i wasnt in the mood and my mom cant get it out of the garage herself so she had no choice.. ugh.. ugh.. no.. im not talking about posers for once.. some people just need to be themselves.. dont try so hard to be cool and get other people to like you.. because they like you better when you act like yourself and your not phony.. dont try to do things other people do.. and dont do stupid things just for attention.. because people can tell.. and it makes you look worse than you think you already look even though people really like you for yourself.. no matter how much you think people hate you (even though in most cases its not nearly as bad as you think it is).. pretending to be someone youre not is not gonna make them like you more.. its just gonna make them not wanna be around you.. so.. be yourself.. people are going to like you for that.. and if they dont then fuck them.. theyre stupid. eighmi338 at 12/20/03 20:24 :: comments (5) wow.. today has been a really sad day.. one my best friends moved to california at 1:00 today.. i still havent faced the fact that i may never see her again.. im prob going this summer to california to visit.. but its not certain.. but i dont think that thought has really sunk in yet.. im just pretending shes going on a long vacation.. and she'll be back soon.. she wont be at any of our partys.. or at school.. or there anytime i wanna go to the mall.. great now ive got myself crying again.. eighmi338 at 12/20/03 18:17 :: comments Friday, December 19 well today was courtneys last day as a bronco.. well im supposed to be bringing food.. hmm.. they're getting ramen.. lol.. thats like.. all i got.. aah.. my cat is jumping me for my tuna!! shes such a spoiled brat.. well my dears.. i gotta go get ready for this exhilerating evening approaching.. aloha eighmi338 at 12/19/03 16:28 :: comments (4) yay.. nicoles taking us to dunkin donuts.. us as in me and jess.. i was really cravin it for some reason.. so im funna go get ready and then study in the car.. loha. hmm.. i wonder if hes gonna be there today.. no no no i dont. i dont care.. but i do!!! ugh.. sorry i cant help myself.. eighmi338 at 12/19/03 08:43 :: comments Thursday, December 18 yay!! my daddy sent christmas presents!! i think his new girlfriend is a good influence on him.. its 2 huge boxes.. ones for erin and ones for me.. hmm.. i wanna kno whats in it!! aahh.. i cant handle the suspense!! well im unusually tired tonite so i suppose ill retire.. crap.. i didnt study for my exams tomorrow.. oh well ill do it in the morning.. good nite everyone.. crap i have a lot of cleaning to do.. ugh.. bye.. eighmi338 at 12/18/03 23:27 :: comments (1) holy shizat my blog was just talking to me.. i swear.. im not that phsychotic.. all the sudden it started saying something about careerbuilder or something.. i thought it was something else but then i minimized this window and it stopped.. then i brought it back up and it did it again.. holy goshh... that scared the shitaki outta me.. well im good now.. just felt like sharing.. eighmi338 at 12/18/03 19:41 :: comments (2) i really dont like him anymore.. for real this time.. hopefully.. do you kno what he said?! i asked if he got a girl pregnant what would he do.. and he said leave!! i said say what?? and he said its her problem.. she can get an abortion if she wants and i asked if he'd pay for it.. and he said no.. then i kicked him and told hes going to hell and i hope he dies. i dont get it.. i get like 60 hits a day.. but like 2 comments.. do you people just like sit there hitting refresh all day or something.. why doesnt anyone comment?? the reason why i have this thing is you guys can help me out with my life.. but no one actually does.. ugh.. and i really need it too.. eighmi338 at 12/18/03 15:49 :: comments ugh.. its so annoying how motime likes turns off every nite at 11 exactly.. well i think he mite come tomorrow.. whyd i tell him to?!? ugh.. im so stupid.. im never gonna get over him this way.. well im gonna go study for computers and geometry! yay! lol.. exams tomorrow.. eek.. good nite.. eighmi338 at 12/18/03 00:04 :: comments (2) Wednesday, December 17
hehe i dont kno why i put this on here.. its just a pic that im in from the pep rally.. im the one sitting down wearing black and pink with the blonde and redish hair.. i kno you cant really tell but oh well.. and if you look closely you can see juans head.. lol.. its the green and yellow mohawk sticking out by my head.. lol.. i didnt feel like uploading any pics but i wanted to put one of me on here.. i just got it from the school site.. well ok good bye for ahora.. eighmi338 at 12/17/03 21:49 :: comments (1) well if im gonna get over him he kinda has to stop coming to school.. ugh.. i thought he wasnt coming for exams.. oh yeah.. his mom BRIBED HIM and said if he PASSES JUST 3 of his finals shell buy him a new amp.. so he went for 3 now hes not coming anymore.. i told him he failed atleast one of them and hes gonna have to come for tomorrow since period 1 final is tomorrow.. but no he doesnt listen.. so why did i tell him to come?? i dont kno.. im stupid i guess.. i cant get over him if i see him everywhere.. ugh.. who got the highest grade on the science final??!! oh yeah.. it was ME!! i only got a 86.. but that was the highest grade.. well im not complaining.. gotta go estudio.. loha. eighmi338 at 12/17/03 19:21 :: comments (2) Tuesday, December 16 hey.. this slowness of the loading thing is getting somewhat annoying.. anyways. sarah your a nerd.. hope you do good on your final.. gosh.. hes wearing the shirt today.. on his tear tear last day.. anyways.. i dont care.. well i do.. but you dont.. so hows life everyone?? i have 2000 hits! woohoo! im mad cause i couldnt find my increase the peace the shirt this morning and i wanted to wear it cause i FINALLY got back my adidass from jess.. and they match.. so i had to wear another shirt that doesnt match as well.. ugh.. well i gotta do my review packet for geometry.. and study for english.. aloha eighmi338 at 12/16/03 08:27 :: comments (9) Monday, December 15 ugh.. i dont kno.. he was acting like he actually knew me today.. i just dont kno what to do.. but you all (if theres anyone even out there) are probabley tired of hearing about that.. im so mad at ehem.. someone whose moving to california this weekend.. we were supposed to go christmas shopping together today.. but she ditched with me and went with jessica yesterday.. ugh.. but i got over it.. so she promised she'd go with me today anyways.. so i get home and i call and call and call and no answer and then i just called now that i cant go anymore cause its too late cause youth group is tonite.. and she answers and guess what?! becky is over there.. they went to walmart and crap.. without me and she didnt go to the mall with me.. so now i have no christmas presents for peoples whose last day is tomorrow and i wanted to get presents for.. this is just dandy.. well i gotta go.. eighmi338 at 12/15/03 18:13 :: comments (3) Sunday, December 14 i dont kno i dont kno i dont kno.... i am muy confused rite now.. i cant tell if he still likes me or not.. because he was doing the sooo thing.. when he cant think of anything to say he says sooo and when he doesnt care if the conversation goes on or not he doesnt say anything.. and when he doesnt care he wont bother explaining anything.. but he was explaining his whole weekend.. but he did the soo thing.. ahh... i dont kno whats going on.. ill try to get to school early tomorrow so its just me and him.. but i doubt that will happen because is so freakin slow in the mornings and im always almost late.. ugh.. i dont kno whats going on.. at all.. whatsoever.. help me please.. eighmi338 at 12/14/03 21:52 :: comments (1) guys!! whats wrong with me.. i say im over him and i cant stand him.. so what do i do as soon as he signs on?! i IM the little mohawked freak.. ugh.. golly.. hes boring though.. im just so confused me [8:33 PM]: hey what kind of lame excuse is that?? huh?? i cant take it!! ugh.. eighmi338 at 12/14/03 21:04 :: comments (1) wow 2000 is creeping up fast.. i remember when i was complaining that i only had 36.. i feel so loved.. wow im really scared for the english final.. i have to have read all of great expectations and ive only read like to chp. 26.. and theres 59.. golly golly golly.. im gonna fail.. but i have a b in that class!! im so excited.. an 85.78 to be excact.. since our exams our only worth 10% of our grade i could get a 50 and still have a b! but then id have a semester grade of like 2.3 which is a c and i cant have a c for my semster grade.. ugh.. eighmi338 at 12/14/03 18:22 :: comments well.. im babysitting rite now.. cause i need money.. after buying the hilary duff tickets for courtney.. i dont care though cause seeing the look on her face when i told her made it all worth it.. i had no time whatsoever to get ready from being at olivias.. i dont care though.. cause it was fun.. the pool wasnt that cold.. it was a lot warmer than mine well i suppose i shuld do something with them.. theyre just sitting there with this tired look on their faces like.. "can we do something?".. ok fine i wont.. man im trying so hard to get over him an just move on.. but its hard.. and i thought what we had before was nothing.. this is even worse.. he hasnt even been online in like a week.. and i was like the only reason he got online.. or so he said.. and now he doesnt.. what does that say?? i just feel like blah and that he doesnt care at all anymore.. well fine.. i dont either.. but i do! i do.. ugh.. i cant handle this.. im gonna go get my mind off him or something.. eighmi338 at 12/14/03 13:03 :: comments (1) Saturday, December 13 well today some very stupid person woke me up at 7:47 this morning.. ugh.. so im kinda cranky.. we just jesss pic on buddypic.com last nite.. lol.. and shes up to 19 votes and she has a 6.95.. she has 10 10s!! and a 30 year old thinks she cute!! eww.. vote her a 10! its sk8jess124.. hahaha well i gotta go clean and stuff and get ready to go to the christmas dinner and the party... aloha my friends eighmi338 at 12/13/03 14:17 :: comments (2) Friday, December 12 well i just took a what mesed up barbie would i be? and it said exotic dancer barbie.. the picture was the funniest but it wont load rite.. stupid ho eighmi338 at 12/12/03 09:02 :: comments (3) well i see video games are so very important to people.. so i officially dont like him at all anymore.. well im gonna try.. hes so annoying.. ugh.. i just wanna punch him in the face.. he obviously does not like me anymore.. so why should i hope for anything.. ugh.. i thought this was gonna be a good day.. and for me to call an odd day a good day is a lot.. but this day is gonna suck bbbiiiiiigggg time.. why is he so stupid?! he sits rite next to me and then when he finds out that he download games from that computer he says.. "im gonna go sit at another computer cause this one doesnt download rite".. what the hell kinda crap is that?! im done im done im done.. i hope.. eighmi338 at 12/12/03 07:52 :: comments (4) umm.. ok im in first hour but i dont think its gonna happen.. idk.. eighmi338 at 12/12/03 07:41 :: comments Thursday, December 11 ugh.. get ready for a series of pissy posts cause its all just gonna be going downhill from here.. bad things going on in aimees life rite now: 1. courtneys moving in a week and one day
2. finals are next week
3. next week is gonna be the last time i ever see juan and rob
4. rob is being quieter and more depressed like than normal
5. he hasnt even gotten online in like a week and he usually gets on evryday around 8ish and talks to me til 11ish
6. courtneys moving!
7. im moving and have to go to john i - that could also be looked at as a good thing - but its not
8. i have to babysit tomorrow nite
9. i have to babysit sunday
10. my moms being a bitch..
11. i doubt im even gonna be able to do my hair before christmas
12. im getting bad grades
13. i have a quiz on 15 chapters of great expectations tomorrow that i didnt read..
14. its nippy noodles.. its 54 degrees rite now!!
ugh.. i really liked rob and i thought he really liked me too.. but lately hes just like blah.. like he doesnt care about anything.. its really annoying.. im just gonna talk to him tomorrow.. cause i seriously have nothing to lose.. notice i keep saying this but never doing it.. but im seriously going to tomorrow.. i wish he wasnt being like this.. ugh.. eighmi338 at 12/11/03 21:33 :: comments (1) ok well i dont feel like going back and changing all of them.. so if you have the uncontrollable urge to read my old posts just highlight them.. i really like this template.. and iiiiiiii made it! yay! well i made most of it.. i got a little bit from another template just to make the dotted lineified boxes.. i spaced and put in all the colors.. and put in the pic and resized everything.. and im just so proud! lol.. so today sucked too.. this morning he wasnt talking much.. just sitting there listening to his cd player while i was standing rite there.. then started talking about dropping out or going for 3 year graduation or something.. like hes gonna go to some place so he can graduate early.. floridas so gay.. they try to get juniors to graduate so its cheaper.. ugh.. i hate how the world revolves around money.. i also hate how stupid people are.. maybe hes just depressed cause hes leaving me.. i doubt it.. but you never kno.. tomorrow in first hour im just gonna talk to him about it.. possibly.. and then ill post from there.. oo yay.. we have a sub tomorrow! well it really doesnt matter cause we get to do whatever we want even when the teacher is there.. but still.. im kinda scurred.. but i cant be.. im a big brave dog.. well i gotta keep telling myself that.. love you all soooooooooooo much.. not really.. but i like to keep telling you that.. eighmi338 at 12/11/03 18:39 :: comments ugh.. well all my old posts were wirtten in white.. so i have to go back and change them ALL! so if you cant read some of them.. you kno why.. eighmi338 at 12/11/03 18:03 :: comments new template by tonite! yay! its cool.. but its not black and pink.. but its still cool.. and i made it!! im so proud.. should be here soon.. eighmi338 at 12/11/03 17:09 :: comments (1) Wednesday, December 10 ok for all you stalkers who dont kno me.. heres my predicament: the guy that i like likes me too.. but were both too stupid to do anything about it.. so now.. weve been talking for about 2 months now but weve never discussed anything of going further than that.. yes i kno.. were weird.. well now hes changing schools after break so next friday is our last day together and prob the last day we'll ever see each other if nothing happens within the next week.. but lately we've been growing kinda farther apart.. he barely even talks anymore.. and i kno hes like kinda depressed.. for a bunch of reasons. but still, i dont kno what i should do.. im thinking of just laing it all out and saying what needs to be said and not care or worry about anything.. cause ill never see him again eighmi338 at 12/10/03 21:43 :: comments (3) THE POSER SURVEY MINUS THE BORING STUFF AT THE BEGINNING
x. Current clothes::: TAN TSHIRT, BLACK JEANS ROLLED UP, GREEN SHORT SOCKS, RED BANDANA BRA, PINK AND BLACK AND WHITE LOWER UNDERGARMENTS, VANS x. Current mood::: SICK AND EXCITED AND ANNOYED x. Current music::: HOT ROD CIRCUIT - MISLED x. Current taste::: THAT NEW BURGER FROM WENDYS x. Current hair::: UP x. Current annoyance::: MY BOO SITUATION x. Current smell::: CANT SMELL.. IM SICK x. Current thing i should be doing::: READING GREAT EXPECTATIONS x. Current desktop background::: JACKASS WARNING THINGY x. Current favorite bands/singers::: HMM.. I GUESS EVE 6 AND MATCHBOOK ROMANCE BUT I DONT REALLY HAVE A FAVORITE x. Current book::: UHH.. GREAT EXPECTATIONS x. Current movie in DVD::: FINDING NEMO x. Current refreshment::: SPRITE NO ICE x. Current worry::: FINALS x. Current crush::: WELL.. ROB.. DUH.. BUT IM NOT THAT SURE RITE NOW x. What my username means::: FOR THIS ITS MY NAME x First best friend: MADIE x First real memory of something: GETTING PUDDING ON MY FACE x First meaningful kiss: NONE OF MY KISSES HAVE BEEN MEANINGFUL x First break-up: UMM.. DANIEL.. EW EW x First Job: PONY GIRL.. HAHAHA x First screen name: HEHE AIMEERRUN.. MY GRANDMA MADE IT FOR ME IN KINDERGARTEN x First self-purchased album: WELL I BOUGHT ROBYN AND BSB AT THE SAME TIME x First funeral: NEVER BEEN ALLOWED TO GO TO THEM x First pet: ZAC THE DOG x First piercing/tattoo: MY EARS WHEN I WAS 5.. LATEST WAS MY 2ND CARTILAGE ON MY LEFT EAR LIKE 5 MONTHS AGO x First credit card: WHEN I WAS 3 x First true love: NO TRUE LOVES TO THIS DATE x First enemy: HMM.. I DONT KNO x First big trip: MOVING TO FLORIDA WHEN I WAS 3 x Last big car ride: MONDAY HOME FROM DISNEY.. WELL THAT WAS ONLY 3 HOURS.. x Last kiss: TOO LONG TO REMEMBER.. UMM LIKE JULY OR SOMETHING x Last good cry: PROB WITHIN THE LAST WEEK x Last library book: IF YOU SOME SOFTLY x Last movie: UHH.. POTC x Last beverage consumed: SPRITE NO ICE x Last food eaten: A BURGER FROM WENDYS LIKE 2 HOURS AGO x Last crush: ROB x Last phone call: COURTNEY x Last tv show: FULL HOUSE x Last shoes: PINK AND BLACK AND GRAY VANS x Last cd played: UHH.. I LISTEN TO MUSIC ON THE COMPUTER. AND WHEN I LISTEN TO CDS ITS JUST MIXES x Last item bought: A BURGER FROM WENDYS.. GOSH THAT BURGER HAS COME UP ALOT IN THIS SURVEY x Last annoyance: ROB x Last soda: SPRITE NO ICE x Last ice cream: COOKIE DOUGH x Last time scolded: LIKE AN HOUR AGO BY MI MADRE x Last shirt worn: WIFE BEATER Last person
[ you touched ] PROB SICA.. HAHAH [you talked to ] SICA.. SHES KINDA HERE
[ you hugged ] HMM.. PROB LIKE JUAN LAST WEEK.. I DONT HUG OFTEN [ you instant messaged ] SARAH
[ you yelled at ] MY MOM
[ you kissed ] EWWW DONT MAKE ME SAY IT Favorite
[ food ] MEXICANO [ drink ] SPRITE NO ICE [ color ] PINK
[ album ] AIMEES MIX 6.5 [ shoes ] MY BLACK AND PINK ETNIES [ candy ] SOUR GUMMY WORMS [ animal ] TEACUP POODLE
[ TV show ] DEGRASSI, RFR, SIMPLE LIFE, JACKASS, DARIA, VIVA LA BAM, ROSEANNE, WILDBOYS [ movie ] WHAT LIES BENEATH, FINDING NEMO, BRING IT ON, LEGALLY BLONDE
[ dance ] BOOOOOOTY..
[ song ] RITE NOW..... UMM.. MATCHBOOK ROMANCE - PROMISE..
[ vegetable ] CARROTS
[ fruit ]STRAWBERRIES [ cartoon ] DARIA
are you [ understanding ] MOST OF THE TIME [ open-minded ] YES
[ arrogant ] I HOPE NOT [ insecure ] NO [ interesting ] PROBABLEY NOT.. BUT I LIKE TO THINK SO [ random ] DEPENDS ON WHAT DAY IT IS [ hungry ] NO [ friendly ] YEAH [ smart ] SOMETIMES [ moody ] OO.. WHEN IM PMSING YOU WONT BE QUESTIONING [ childish ] AT TIMES [ independent ] UHH.. KINDA [ hard working ] DEPENDS ON WHAT IM WORKING ON [ organized ] UHH KINDA [ healthy] SOMEWHAT [ emotionally stable ] UHH I GUESS [ shy ] DEPENDS [ difficult ] KINDA [ attractive ] SOME PEOPLE SEEM TO THINK SO [ bored easily ] SOMETIMES [ messy ] NOT REALLY [ thirsty ] YEAH I THINK IM DIABETIC [ responsible ] UH..... [ obsessed ] WITH SOME THINGS.. [ angry ] NOT NOW [ sad ] SOMETIMES [ happy ] SOMETIMES [ hyper ] SOMETIMES [ trusting ] NOT USUALLY.. BUT LATELY IVE BEEN DOING GOOD IVE KEPT A BUG SECRET FOR A LONG TIME [ talkative ] YEAH [ legal ] NOPE.. I HAVENT GOT MY GREEN CARD.. JK.. I CANT EVEN DRIVE YET who do you want to [ kill ] NO ONE [ slap ] THE WORLD [ get really wasted with ] JILLIAN AND SARAH A [ get high with ] UMM.. IDK SAME PEOPLE I GUESS [ tickle] MY BOO [ kiss ] MY BOO [ look like ] MYSELF [ talk to offline ] ANYONE THAT WANTS TO TALK TO ME THAT ISNT ANNOYING eighmi338 at 12/10/03 18:53 :: comments (3) ok well im gonna go see my house tonite.. im excited but the stupid hos have to still live there.. ugh.. so we have to go look at it while theyre still there.. it kinda sucks but oh well.. guys i really dont wanna go to john i next year.. not because i dont wanna be with you people.. just because i dont wanna change.. i hate change.. and i dont wanna change schools.. ugh.. and all the ghetto okeehilians will be going there.. ugh.. so.. im kinda starting to not like him anymore.. hes just so boring.. he barely even talks to me.. and he doesnt act like he likes me even though i kno he does.. its like hes afraid for people to know.. even though everyone already knos.. and i kno im somewhat at fault here too.. but i do make a little more of an effort than he does.. plus hes older and hes the guy.. ugh.. im so annoyed eighmi338 at 12/10/03 18:03 :: comments (2) well im in first hour yet again.. just felt like sharing for all you john i freaks who are also in computers rite now.. eighmi338 at 12/10/03 07:57 :: comments (3) Tuesday, December 09 well just got back from the chorus concert.. we sucked big time.. and the teacher kept yelling at ME the whole time even though EVERYONE was talking.. ugh.. then i had to occupie myself by doing a water cycle experiment in my pearl bag.. jess and jill.. it was not gross.. it was scientific and educational.. so i have 2 hours to read 15 chapters of great expectations.. thats 94 pages.. hmm.. that means i have like 1.3 minutes to read each page.. yeah rite.. well 9 days til doomsday.. i dont want it to come!! ugh.. courtney i love you! i love juan and rob too but i kno they dont read this.. ugh..and its 1 month and 4 days still i start moving.. and tomorrow i get to see the house.. so then i can start working on my interior designing.. ugh this heart is making me sick to my stomache.. its going.. now.. ps.. my template was temporarily screwed up.. but hopefully its better now.. eighmi338 at 12/09/03 21:10 :: comments Disorder | Rating
| Paranoid: | Low
| Schizoid: | Low
| Schizotypal: | Moderate
| Antisocial: | Moderate
| Borderline: | Very High
| Histrionic: | Moderate
| Narcissistic: | High
| Avoidant: | Moderate
| Dependent: | High
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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eighmi338 at 12/09/03 17:15 :: comments
ok.. so im sitting here eating a bowl of lucky charms.. and im thinking.. the heart is really annoying.. i wish i could make it a star.. but i cant find a code for one.. so im thinking of changing it back.. or making yet another new one.. hmm..
well anyways.. today in spanish it was funny.. were watching harry in spanish and we have to find spanish words we recognize and write them down and what they mean in english.. harry potter is muy interesante in espanol..
uck.. tomorrow is an odd day.. i hate odd days.. well besides 1st hour.. but 1st hour is kinda boring now anyways.. cause he doesnt do anything! i mean.. we talk and stuff.. but i want more than that.. when is that crackhead gonna ask me out.. im just gonna give up.. if it takes him this long.. well im just frustrated..
so aloha for now.. i have a chorus concert tonite.. what fun.. im so excited.. not really.. but we can pretend..
eighmi338 at 12/09/03 15:22 :: comments
how come every quiz i take it always says stuff like.. "you are not a certain way" or "your nothing really" or "you are in the middle".. i thought these quizzes were suppose to tell you stuff.. so how come none of mine do.. they just how in the middle of everything i am.. ugh.. ill try to post them all from now on
eighmi338 at 12/08/03 22:54 :: comments
eighmi338 at 12/08/03 18:06 :: comments (2)
ok we got the house.. the one i didnt want we get.. ugh.. oh well.. atleast its my own room.. were moving in 6 weeks
i dont wanna got to john i... unless people come with me..
eighmi338 at 12/08/03 17:10 :: comments
oh i forgot to tell you.. we didnt get the house.. but my mom made a offer on a new house.. its all the way out in the ghetto by the church.. i dont wanna live out there! ugh.. ill have to go to john i.. no offense guys.. but i dont wanna go to john i.. ugh..
i feel like poop. i wanna go to church!! i need to get better.. beck im dring lots and lots of agua!!
eighmi338 at 12/08/03 15:40 :: comments
well no guys.. i didnt die.. well i practically did.. im so sick from garrett or someone.. then the coldness at disney last nite didnt excactly help.. ugh.. i feel like going to bed.. but i cant cause i have to read 15 chapters of great expectations which im looking oh so forward to.
so how was everyones weekend?? mine was pretty eventful.. although i was sick the whole time.. but still.. it was fun.. aww.. c-dawg.. jessica had to go and ruin it.. "thanks.. daaawwwwwwg" dont deny it jess.. i was rite there..
well anyways.. i have some reading to do as well as homework.. which i cant do cause i left my workbook in my locker like a very stupid person.. ugh..
so anyways.. good nite. i mean well yeah good nite cause im going to sleep.
eighmi338 at 12/08/03 14:33 :: comments (1)
happy birthday jillian!.. "i love you today.. and forever" hahahah
well anyways.. today was a very boring day.. as usual.. if only some people werent hos.. golly
my mommy made an offer on a town house today! ill have my own room again! with my own computer again! i cant wait.. that is.. if we get it.. which we better.. im gonna paint my walls black and pink checkered and im gonna airbrush the ceiling black and prob pink carpet cause my mom wont let me have black carpet.. she'll let me black and pink checkered walls.. but i cant have black carpet.. because it has to be "tasteful".. cause im moving out in 3 years.. so it has to be something that can be easily changed.. geez.. shes already thinking about me moving out.. what a loving mother.. but my room doesnt have a closet.. so i have to get a wardrobe.. but whats cool is i'll have my own "wing".. by the kitchen theres a hallway and that hallway is ALL MINE.. lol.. but it leads to my room and MY OWN BATHROOM.. and in my room i have a sliding glass door that leads out to the patio.. and you all prob dont care.. so ill go now..
aloha for now..
eighmi338 at 12/05/03 15:29 :: comments
eighmi338 at 12/04/03 21:54 :: comments (3)
well my mom went to go look at a house tonite.. i hope we get it.. today. ugh.. i cant take sharing a room any longer.. im gonna kill her..
anyways.. i only have 3 odd days left.. which mean 3 1st hours.. which means i better get movin fast or nothing is gonna ever come from this.. wait.. no.. he should get moving.. he likes me just as much as i like him so why is evrything up to me?? ugh.. im just gonna give up soon.. hes leaving central and going to royal palm anyways.. but i do like him.. oh but i dont kno.. everything is just so confusing.. im guessing he just wants a "fuck buddy" or something cause he wouldve asked me out by now.. but i dont kno cause juan said he told him that none of them was allowed to go out with me cause he was gonna go out with me.. nothing makes sense anymore.. ugh..
eighmi338 at 12/04/03 20:23 :: comments (2)
gosh people.. i kno you love me and all.. but you need to stop sending me new passwords.. its annoying changing it.. i had like 6 more today.. ugh..
eighmi338 at 12/04/03 15:34 :: comments
well im sitting here in 1st hour again..
its jessicas birfday.. shes a big girl girl now.. i feel sorry for you jess.. cause your gonna be 14 while everyone is 15.. your gonna get your liscense last.. and your gonna have to get a fake id.. and your gonna be too young to get into things.. and yet your prob gonna be the first to lose your virginity.. unless jill already beat you.. hahah you prob already kno and dont wanna hear it.. but its sooo funny..
well tomorrows jills birthday.. she wanted me to tell you all..
anywho.. gotta work out AGAIN today.. but oh well.. i need it.. well not that bad.. im not a major heffer or anything.. i just wanna lose like 10 lbs before we go to california..
ok well i actaully gotta do my work now cause our final is in 2 weeks and ive never even one of these uffin drawings on freakin autocad.. ok bye.
eighmi338 at 12/04/03 08:30 :: comments (1)
golly.. what a stupid stupid little person!!
ugh.. i was getting ready to talk to him about "us".. and then he said "well im gonna sign off and go to sleep now".. rite as i was beginning to type.. ugh.. and i was actually being brave too.. and that freakin ho is leaving for 2nd semester at royal palm..thats so.. ugh.. but then the only mohawks pbc will have is that really ugly poserified kid with the really skinny new one and the fat kid who tries to be like juan.. i hate this!!! so much!! my best guy friend, my umm.. "boo boo" as courtney calls him, and COURTNEY!! are all leaving pbc.. leaving me!! to go to gay places.. well california is kinda cool.. but wellington?? and royal palm?? gosh you kids are so white.. and juan isnt even white!! this sucks.. really really really bad.. this christmas is gonna be the worst one ever!!
ugh..
eighmi338 at 12/03/03 22:40 :: comments (1)
well someone tried to log in as me cause i had 2 emails of my new password "i requested".. hmm..
well anyways.. i just got back from jesss (hehe).. skating thing.. it was good because of me.. hahahahah.. jk.. i made jess beautiful.. ok so i did eyeshadow and hair.. but still.. and what was the point of being named heffer who if no one even knew it.. oh well..
so.. i really have nothing else to say as of now.. bbl
eighmi338 at 12/03/03 21:59 :: comments
well my mom is being a ho and making me get off the computer.. ugh.. so ill get back to you tomorrow.. cause im tired.. so im going to bed.. who cares if its only 9.
well aloha.. sorry for my ramblings ealrier.. i dont kno why i felt that way.. well maybe i do.. but i dont kno.. ugh..
eighmi338 at 12/02/03 20:58 :: comments
sorry.. that last post was rob. wow i just got bck from the gym.. and now im gonna have taco bell.. haha
i dont want christmas to come!! everyones leaving! its so depessing. i used to be very happy about just life in general.. but now things are getting boring and sad again. its like for every good thing theres a bad thing that comes along with it.. good = christmas is soon! which means presents but.. bad = courtneys moving, i have to call my dad, end of the 9 weeks (bad grades), juans changing schools.. g = rob.. having a crush just makes school better and everything just seems more worth while and im happy when im around him. plus, he likes me too.. b = is he ever gonna make a move or anything?? i mean.. geez.. and well thers more.. but im not gonna put them on here.
ugh.. i just feel very blah rite now. i dont kno what did this.. i guess im just realizing a lot of things..
courtney im gonna miss you!!
eighmi338 at 12/02/03 19:07 :: comments
eighmi338 at 12/02/03 09:03 :: comments (1)
im sitting here in my lovely communicacion technoligia clase. to my right is mi amiga jillian. we are traveling to orlando this domingo to go to disney. to my left is roberto. hahahahah. he is a redneck today. wow i cant wait til the new episode of degrassi this weekend.. its gonna be a good weekend.
"XRCVRFCD" SAID ROB
degrassi.. disney.. aahh no computer!! oh well.. ill post a lot when i get home. well aloha for now.
eighmi338 at 12/02/03 08:58 :: comments (2)
yay.. im going to disney on sunday for jills birfday. were going three days later than chorus.. haha.. oh well.. so im not going to the bake sale.. get the ugly guy from eve 6s autograph for me!! i love you beck.. yeah rite.. i doubt you be able to.. oh well.. try.
well ive been reading this book all nite and for what?! 40 pages!! thats it.. just 65 to go.. im gonna fail this uffin english test tomorrow.. i dont care.. what am i smoking.. yes i do!! ugh.. i hate the academic parts of school..
eighmi338 at 12/01/03 22:41 :: comments (1)
holy fucking cow. i have to 15 fucking chapters of great expectfuckingtations by 7th hour tomorrow.
who fucking cares.. ugh. this is the most fucking exhilerating nite of my life.
eighmi338 at 12/01/03 18:26 :: comments (2)
well well well my friends.. how is life this glorious day..
ok so its not so glorious.. but i found 2 bucks this morning!
so i changed my template.. obviously.. but i liked the other one.. its just that it was getting too common.. it seemed like everyone had it so i had to get another one. well on another note.. wait! there is no other note! cause my life is so uneventful! if only some people werent so stupid! well i guess hes not stupid.. but still.. its muy annoying.
oh well. ok bye.
eighmi338 at 12/01/03 17:56 :: comments